Thank you to Darren Whitehead for helping me make this poem better. He messaged me saying that if i am interested he could help me with it. I said i am and he came up with this. It is the same meaning but more powerful due to his knowledge of word use. Here it is:
Always fighting with a troubled mind,
Understanding I can never find.
Trust is a game of give and take,
In depth conversations I struggle to make.
Speak softly, tread quietly so I won’t forget,
My demons inside so easily upset.
Hope you like it.